I like the unbridledness of your writing, Ryan. It feels free. What you said about not wanting to cut words from a sentence, because it would be like 'killing' words that you once thought, was interesting to me. I'm trying to go a more stream-of-consciousness route with my writing, less editing, because it would allow me to publish more, and also wouldn't be bad from an honesty/relatability standpoint. That's why you're one of my top writers who I look up to lately. Being a "bad" writer actually makes you a better writer.